Mean

You, with your words like knives

& swords & weapons that you use against me

You, have knocked me off my feet again

got me feeling like a nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board

calling me out when  I'm winded

You, picking on the weaker girl

You can take me down, with just one single blow

But you don't know, what you don't know

You, with your switching sides

& your wildfire lies & your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again

as if I don't already see them

I walk with my head down trying block you

cause I'll never impress you

I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now

cause you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know, what you don't know

And I can see you years from now in a bar

talking over a football game

With that same big, loud opinion but nobody's listening

Washed up & ranting about the same old bitter things

Drunk & rumbling on about how I can't sing

but all you are is mean

All you are is mean & a liar & pathetic

& alone in life

& mean & mean & mean

But someday, I'll be living in a big old city

& all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday, I'll be big enough 

so you can't hit me

& all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean ?

p/s : listening to this song is the best way to express my feeling 

specially dedicated to ONLY GOD KNOW..

thanks Taylor Swift  : )

I think we were in the same boat